The all-consuming loneliness that overcame me since the day you left is unlike anything I have ever experienced. My days are a blur of constant movement, as I try to escape and distract myself from the emptiness inside. I seek refuge in the chaos and noise of the city, filling my time with visits to restaurants, bars, and cafes, desperately trying to numb the memories of us. But even amidst the hustle and bustle, I can’t shake off the feeling of sorrow that lingers within me.
I know you would never approve of me crying in public, so I hold back my tears and put on a brave face. But deep down, I am drowning in sadness, with no one to turn to for comfort. Sympathies and consoling words mean nothing to me now, as I navigate through life in a daze without you.
Everything that used to bring me joy has become an endless chore. Each day is a battle to keep going and not succumb to insanity. Without you, the world has lost its meaning and the future looks bleak and empty.
I found you when I was not looking for you , only to lose you at a time when my love for you was at its strongest. The pain of losing you cuts deeper than any wound I have ever known. Our love was snatched away before its time.
May happiness always find you, wherever your journey takes you. May memories of me fade away, leaving only space for joy and contentment in your heart. May you discover an abundance of love and affection that surpasses even what I could have given you at this moment in time.
Musafir 
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